so.. 40 journals to go through?

i think not~!
*mass delete ensues*

if you had something you think I should read, leave a comment telling me so, if not, then... yeah.


[rant]
<sub>did I ever tell you I really don't like this site?
nothing ever really loads and it's such a pain in the ass to view anything. half the time the damn pictures don't even load and you can forget full view! ha! my mother would cry.

I've had this problem for a while which is why I've stopped getting on, and before you say "oh it's just your sucky ass computer." or "your internet just blows." I've had this problem on DSL, cable, and even the super nice wireless interwebs at fancy restaurants(shloskies/mcie dees). so no. it's not just this location. it's me. >/ it makes phan angry...very very angry. you wont like me when I'm angry....

and I'm not just angry over the stupid internet, no. hah! if only I were that shallow... so far I've involved myself in two major projects that I most likely wont be able to keep up with, got screwed over with my insurance, failed with school (again), started up several new stories, run into a rough patch with mostly everyone, and the icing on the cake is dad's 'recovery'. I know that shit that they put people though is "oh, it's supposed to get worse before it gets better..." well Thank you very much you idiotic fuck. like I didn't know that. and like I find that comforting. I'm slowly loosing the strongest part in my life to this shit and it fucking hurts and 'it gets worse before it gets better' is not helping after the 52nd time!! pick a new line people!!!!

RAWR!!! anger.... -.-
but seriously. 3 more weeks and it's over with.
and things will go back to 'normal' and it'll be ok... *deep breath* 3 more weeks.</sub>

[/rant]






anyways....

on another note, I'm slowly wading through the 200+ deviations I've received while I was away, even though it doesn't save the fact that i've already looked at them.
...
this could take a while.. D|


ps: just because I hate the site and work sucks and i'm running on 2 hours of sleep does not mean i hate the people on here. you guies fusking rock. <333 much with the love.


sorry for my little rant there, and, oh, by the by, at least 3 more weeks and it's over and done with and we get to move onto Iris~! I'm excited. x3

hopefully one of the projects I'm working on will spawn shit-tons of art and I'll be up loading the comics soon. my poor un-used deviant account... I think it'll break from the strain....

another good point right now is that I recently found a friend of mine that's been mia for almost two years. >D I had a happy-gasm that night. and if hammi reads this, he should get on yim. << I think she slipped you something too.... so yeah! something else a little more repaired.


I am gonna miss javier though. I wish work hadn't taken up all my time while he was here. D< fucking slackers. when he comes back there will be more movies and I hop. :3

n-e-was.... that's... yeah. I think that'll cover it for now. comics soon. <3



back to work~
hasta