some one catch my 8,ooo page view for me.
<3
-Phan

ahh.. just got back from the hospital. Ron is officially a mother of a beautiful 7~ pound baby girl names Iris~<333 and I am now officially a god mother. ah...

there will be comics. there was too much that went on between the ten hour session not to. (( would have been there longer but I had work till two.. D| ))

anyways, she'll probably have a journal up soon as well. you can check it out on her page and congratulate her at the same time <3
~vashsfreak

HAMMY CALLED ME!!!

*happygasm*

I havn't heard from him in so long and now he called me and we can randomly text each other!
it feels like the missing half of my soul has been partially returned <333

*happy*
:3

h'ok. so. I've got a lot going on this month.
here goes: ron is due the end of this month/early next month and we have to find a house before then, by at least a week. luckily, my dad's doing a ship ton better now that his treatment's over so I've got a great back up on finding a house as he's a relaitor himself. >3 best connection ever. so, house hunting galore is coming up and then we're gonna have the move in week witch is going to be fun. also, we're loosing one of our workers this week and I think we're about to fire another considering he's not working and the one that's left and said nothing... yeah.. I think her month wait is over too... anyone want a server job? ;

so i'm gonna be busy with work, stacking up the hours, witch will be epic for the rent but less so on my nerves. expect snappy phan to be wandering around DA as her insomnia kicks in again. [/fair warning]

ah, I am finally kicking my ass into gear on Devious Chemicals, so I'll have the first page done soon, hopefully, as I'm being supah lazeh and going for a simple pencil shaded look. but it's full page so... :/ mmph. it sucks to draw small.
speaking of the comic, also got started on the profile pictures. got the easiest one out of the way. I'll have to post that when I'm done with this. i'm kinda proud of it. <3


so yeah, expect busy phan in the coming month. wish me luck~<3



-Mel
PS sorry for the horrible update. I'm working on 3 hours of sleep and it's 315 now.
I'll fix it latter should I feel like it.
...
I most likely wont.

Happy interpreting! : D

STOLEN FROM ~NeppyLeet [link] - cus I am bored. :/

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[x]=yes <---> [ ]=no
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[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily. [I wish...]
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [on occasion...]
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses. [but mostly contacts.]
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.
[ ] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mum.
[ ] I have a brother. [I do, but not blood related.]
[x] I have a sister.
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home. [all the way to cali. best. night. ever.]
[x] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday. [huuuuge maybe, but mostly no.]
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job. [see waitress junk for further details <3]
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[x] I've stolen something from my job. [pens. >D]
[x] I've been fired. [it's their own damn fault. >(]
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry. [not any more... wtf..]
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public. [stupid fence. >(]
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. [best nap ever + best painkillers ever]
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox. [...I have no idea. O.o]
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. [crazy times. B)]
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[x] I've been to Mexico. [does south Texas count?]
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower. [on TV]
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. [oh yeah. >D]
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] I've crashed a car. [been in three crashes, only one was my own fault.]
[x] I've been Skiing. [water skiing. it's a blast. B)]
[x] I've been in a play. [the Nutcracker. 5th grade.]
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace. [I don't use myspace..]
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken. [i won. B)]
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. [let's do the time warp again~!]
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[x] I'm single. [..and lovin it]
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[x] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[ ] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. [it felt gross...]
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex. [only saw her once at the store.. v.v]
[x] I'm bi.
[ ] I'm gay.
[x] I've had sex.
[x] I've had phone sex.
[x] I've cybered.
[x] I've had sex in public.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.
[ ] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. (Ugh; yes.)
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game. [walk-throughs, ftw]
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[x] I've consumed alcohol. [my favorite sin <3]
[x] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[x] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've smoked weed.
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten mushrooms.
[ ] I've popped.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. [nyquil ftw]
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it. [every time I can <3]
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone[thing] dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs. [can't spell crap without rap <3]
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player. [it's dead and in my car. :/]
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[x] I own a plushie of my fave character from anything. [<3 Knuckles]
[ ] I own a cosplay outfit.
[x] I know what cosplay means.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic. [bad ass pants]
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books. [sonic, witchblade, manga...]
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[x] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs. [they must die with fire. >(]
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person. [NO]
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar. [YESSSSS]
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[ ] I bake well. (I'm better with stove top. ;3)
[ ] One of My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun. [pretty well actually]
[ ] I am in love with love. [love is silly.]
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. [I was mocking someone...]
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails. [only when they get really long. :/]
[x] I play video games. [on rare occasions]
[x] I'm good at remembering faces. [kinda]
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[ ] I loathe labels.
[x] I like action movies.
[x] I like horror movies. [thanks ron <3]
[x] I like chick flicks. [comedic romance]
[ ] I know the most random facts about things people have never heard of before.
[x] I can't spell.
[X] I treasure my friends.
[x] I think of others before myself.
[x] All of those are answered honestly.}