why is all the good classical music in a foreign language?? haaa...

so, thanksgiving was kinda a loss. got sick before dinner, but I slept it off and got a full plate down before we had to leave my grandma's house. got to play on the wii and DDR with my cousins and my uncle and mom. that was hilarious. so all around it was really nice. >3

also, Ive got my commissions in order so hopefully I'll chuck down some legalized speed and get it finished. hopefully. D: *kicks herself in the ass* in the mean time, I've been writing and doodeling so hopefully I'll get some art up here sooner than latter. most unforgivably, my external HD, Gerard, has taken another dive off the deep end, the new case not doing smack to help it. which blows.

also, work is gonna be kicking my ass latter on this week, finals taking away two (which is BS) while another's going to see family afar (horrible timing included) leaving me and two others to cover four shifts.

wish me luck.

been getting more involved in the IAmAnthro chat... though it dies late at night.. which is when I get on... :/ need a new chat room. also, looking to start up some rp art. <3 that'll be awesome.

also, last week, on the 25th, was mah bestest best buddies birthday. send ~vashsfreak some birthday love <333. hopefully we'll go to that movie sooner than latter. :3 this week, on the 3rd, is my friend samantha's birthday, so happy birthday to her too <333 so lots of parties~! whoo~



and now, a distraction!

borrowed without thought of returning from :devthe-ther-nnbtk:

[x] smoked _{[ never again! D< ]}
[x] consumed alcohol _{[ it's the job.. I swear. <<;; ]}
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex _{[ sleep overs are awesome <3 ]}
[x] kissed someone of the same sex _{[ I was drunk. <<; ]}
[x] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[x] watched porn
[x] bought porn
[x] tried drugs _{[ tried it once.. one of the things I have to do. ]}

TOTAL: 10

[x] taken painkillers _{[ they saved my life <3 ]}
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine _{[ my sisters ADHD meds <3 ]}
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[x] snuck out of the house _{[ ..all the way to California! ]}
[x] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone _{[ I'm so sorry! ;______; ]}
[x] wished someone to die _{[ terrorist bastards! D< ]}
[ ] seen someone die _{[ Only on the news. Spanish programing is amazing.. O.o ]}

TOTAL: 9

[x] missed curfew
[x] stayed out all night _{[ couldn't go home with the current company so we stayed out till we could go home the next day. :3 ]}
[ ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist _{[ my family has issues.. ]}
[x] received a ticket _{[ *lead foot* ]}
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair _{[ my mom and I made a day of it. :3 <3 ]}
[x] been in an accident _{[ more than once... O.o; ]}
[x] been to a club _{[ lizard lounge! <333 ]}
[x] been to a bar _{[ Sherlocks <3 my mom bought me my first bar drink there <3 ]}

TOTAL: 8

[ ] been to a wild party _{[ neah.. too people a phobic. ]}
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade _{[ it's on my list of things to do! some day~ ]}
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night _{[ *pirate* ]}
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[ ] sniffed anything _{[ I tried sniffing coke once but the ice cubes kept getting stuck in the straw. :/ ]}
[ ] wore black nail polish _{[ I colored them green with a sharpy once~ ]}
[ ] wore arm bands
[ ] wore t-shirts with band names
[ ] listened to rap _{[ only by horrific accident... Dx ]}

TOTAL: 1

[x] dressed gothic _{[ it's fun! ]}
[x] dressed girly _{[ ;D ]}
[ ] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge
[x] stole something _{[ a pencil. |: ]}
[x] been too drunk to remember anything _{[ xD that was one heck of a night.. ]}
[ ] blacked out
[ ] fainted
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor

TOTAL: 4

[x] had a crush on a friend _{[ yup. <3 ]}
[ ] been to a concert _{[ my ears would 'splode.. ]}
[x] dry-humped someone; been dry humped _{[ bweeheheeee! xD ]}
[ ] been called a slut
[x] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[x] broken a mirror
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[x] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush _{[ I washed it with copious amounts of mouth wash before hand. D: ]}

TOTAL: 6

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper _{[ can't spell crap without rap. ]}
[x] seen an R-rated movie
[x] cruised the mall
[x] skipped school _{[ ok ok... so I had a doctors appointment, but I went home afterwords instead of back to school << ]}
[x] had surgery _{[ best. nap. ever. ]}
[x] had an injury
[ ] gone to court
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire _{[ I was quite the pyro <3 ]}
[x] lied about your age _{[ people do it for me all the time. why can't I? ]}

TOTAL: 7

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house
[x] broke the law in the police's presence _{[ hence the tickets.. <<; ]}
[x] made out with someone who had a GF/BF _{[ they encouraged it I swear! D: ]}
[ ] got in trouble with the police
[x] talked to a stranger
[x] hugged a stranger _{[ *gives free hugs* ]}
[ ] kissed a stranger
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger
[x] been harassed
[x] been verbally harassed _{[ ohbby ]}

TOTAL: 6

[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight _{[ |D every day off. ]}
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair _{[ the state fair is always epic <33 ]}
[x] been called a bad influence _{[ x3 <3 ]}
[ ] drank and drove
[x] prank-called someone _{[ |D;; I actually knew them.. ]}
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[ ] cheated on a test _{[ i'm guessing open book tests don't count...? ]}

TOTAL: 8


If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]

just so EVERYONE knows, I'm a good person and I do mean well but my goal in life is to try almost everything I can before I die. I wanna be able to say, 'oh yeah, I've been there.' so I can truthfully tell my kids that it's a bad thing, not just base it off what I heard. and it also makes me sound adventurous~

i don't impress this crazed life style on anyone, nor do I encourage drugz or anything like that... always be safe or I'll kick your ass.

live life to it's last! *parties*
_{[good gods, I sounded like a real mother there... O.o;]}

some one catch my 8,ooo page view for me.
<3
-Phan

ahh.. just got back from the hospital. Ron is officially a mother of a beautiful 7~ pound baby girl names Iris~<333 and I am now officially a god mother. ah...

there will be comics. there was too much that went on between the ten hour session not to. (( would have been there longer but I had work till two.. D| ))

anyways, she'll probably have a journal up soon as well. you can check it out on her page and congratulate her at the same time <3
~vashsfreak

HAMMY CALLED ME!!!

*happygasm*

I havn't heard from him in so long and now he called me and we can randomly text each other!
it feels like the missing half of my soul has been partially returned <333

*happy*
:3

h'ok. so. I've got a lot going on this month.
here goes: ron is due the end of this month/early next month and we have to find a house before then, by at least a week. luckily, my dad's doing a ship ton better now that his treatment's over so I've got a great back up on finding a house as he's a relaitor himself. >3 best connection ever. so, house hunting galore is coming up and then we're gonna have the move in week witch is going to be fun. also, we're loosing one of our workers this week and I think we're about to fire another considering he's not working and the one that's left and said nothing... yeah.. I think her month wait is over too... anyone want a server job? ;

so i'm gonna be busy with work, stacking up the hours, witch will be epic for the rent but less so on my nerves. expect snappy phan to be wandering around DA as her insomnia kicks in again. [/fair warning]

ah, I am finally kicking my ass into gear on Devious Chemicals, so I'll have the first page done soon, hopefully, as I'm being supah lazeh and going for a simple pencil shaded look. but it's full page so... :/ mmph. it sucks to draw small.
speaking of the comic, also got started on the profile pictures. got the easiest one out of the way. I'll have to post that when I'm done with this. i'm kinda proud of it. <3


so yeah, expect busy phan in the coming month. wish me luck~<3



-Mel
PS sorry for the horrible update. I'm working on 3 hours of sleep and it's 315 now.
I'll fix it latter should I feel like it.
...
I most likely wont.

Happy interpreting! : D